“Yes, I know.” I muttered, frustrated to no end at the corporation clerk on the other end of my Neocom. She was the fourth clerk calling me today about the progress of a task that had been assigned to me. Continue reading
Huge Beast – Day 39
Bulk Shoulders
Some learnings to share thus far in the Bodybeast program: Continue reading
Huge Beast – Day 38
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Bulk Arms and Beast Abs. Thanks to all the recent comments, both positive and negative, I was really able to zone in and push my limits. Biceps have always been a problem area for me. Continue reading
Confidence
- full trust; belief in the powers, trustworthiness, or reliability of a person or thing: We have every confidence in their ability to succeed.
- belief in oneself and one’s powers or abilities; self-confidence; self-reliance; assurance: His lack of confidence defeated him.
- certitude; assurance: He described the situation with such confidence that the audience believed him completely.
Confidence is widely perceived as one of those taboo topics, like Amarrian anal love beads. Everyone knows what you’re talking about, but it’s only talked about in hushed tones and with great apprehension. Continue reading
Huge Beast – Day 37
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Bulk Back. Always a challenge. I wouldn’t want it any other way. Continue reading
To the Haters
There will always be haters. Foolishly, I spent far too much thought and emotion letting some of the more negative comments on my recent news exposure affect me. My mind had been whirling away at the various explanations I could provide, the arguments I could put forward for debate, the many things that could be said to those that think they know me from this singular exposure into one facet of my being. I felt the need to let them know that their comments can hurt, that I am a human being like anyone else, that yes, I have insecurities and confidences, that I am no different than them…
Then I started reading the stuff that mattered. Continue reading
Huge Beast – Day 36
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Bulk Legs.
I had come back from some leave time to discover all my communications channels had erupted with activity over my recent news coverage. It was overwhelming and emotional for me. Apparently I had more than the single emotion I acknowledged to myself lurking within. Continue reading
Huge Beast – Day 35
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Over seven hours enroute, returning home from a well needed weekend away with a very special lady. The gym closed at 2100 hours. I thought it was open until 2200. Continue reading
Huge Beast – Day 34
And on the thirty-fourth day, Roc rested.
(OOC) – CNN: The Reality of Roc
Recently I had the wonderful opportunity to share my story with CNN. This is a highlight of motivation for me. If I wasn’t accountable enough before, I certainly am now. You can read the full story HERE.
Take from it what you will. Am I crazy? Maybe. Am I inspiring? I hope so. Am I just another guy trying to improve his life? You betcha. Continue reading
ROC'S RAMBLINGS 