Rage

It’s hard to describe how angry I was. My rage consumed me so thoroughly that I felt as though I could no longer control myself: my tongue, my ire; I was lashing out more violently than I knew I was even capable of, swearing obscenities, yelling as loud as my hoarse voice would allow, veins straining against my skin with effort and tension, blood pumping through my veins, full of adrenaline, ready for a personal, hostile encounter that could erupt at any moment.

Only a woman could do that to me, and even that’s not a fair statement.

Nobody could “make” me do anything emotionally. It’s like saying “Your honour, she ‘made’ me beat her black and blue. I lost control.” No. The truth of a situation like that was that you wanted control so badly and felt you were losing it that you beat the hell out of your female partner in order to teach her a lesson, to prevent her from attempting to escape your box of convenience in the future. A Brutor woman would set that right.

So it was myself I was angry at. Angry at losing my cool, at reacting so vehemently. I was self-loathing that she could get to me, that her will was just as strong as mine, that she wouldn’t back down.

It was physically giving me a headache.

I came storming into my hangar bay, not saying a bloody word to anyone, fists clenched so tightly my knuckles were a vibrant white. I had decided I needed to unleash my aggression in a more productive manner, namely killing Amarr pigs. Even thinking of them made my blood boil, souring my mood and demeanour even more. Even in my earlier string of cussing, not once did I hurl the phrase Amarr pig out there; calling someone an Amarr pig was just something you could not take back, and Brutor especially had been known to kill each other over such an insult, myself included.

There were no lower form of filth in the galaxy than the Amarr.

Yes, I was going to kill any that presented themselves the opportunity to die that night. I smiled a murderous smile, a glint of sinful enjoyment sparkling in my eye at the anticipation of freeing the galaxy from a few more ass-eating, rim hugging barnacles. There are not words to being to describe how repugnant they were, and are, to me.

I refused to endanger my crew when my temperament was so very foul. That left frigates as the natural choice; no crews.

Chances were, I was going to lose whatever vessel I took out, as I would be full-on ganking any Amarr ship I could. That meant Rifter; cheap, easy to replace, could deal out punishment and take a beating.

I readied my pod, had Aura cycle up the systems, and launched the Ripsack, using my aggressive NOS fit.

Within minutes I was listening to militia chatter, young, green pilots talking out of their asses with dreams of conquest and glory. You could always tell they were new as they actually looked forward to engagements, no thought for their crews, of isk lost on ships destroyed. For them, war was fun; a very juvenile mentality.

They would learn. Or they wouldn’t. Either way I didn’t really care at that moment.

Aura prioritized the contested Minmatar military systems for me by order of proximity, and I headed towards the closest one, Ardar.

Fifteen uneventful minutes later, I had secured the system. There wasn’t an Amarr ship to be found anywhere in the constellation. It was pathetic. I needed sweet release from my boiling over anger. I needed an outlet for my seething hostility.

I moved onto Vemeini.

Again, not an Amarr around anywhere, not even on long range scanners. I did pickup a Minmatar Military Beacon broadcasting a contested state. It seemed the Amarr had been around earlier.

I made my way to the beacon, and having gained some useful and relevant skills in my recent adventures, set about hacking the beacon remotely.

Aura estimated it would take me about 12 minutes at the pace I was working.

The thing about anger is that eventually it passes. Eventually, you come down from that mind bending state of complete and utter hostility, and are left with nothing but the regrets of any poor choices and actions you made during your time of emotional infancy.

Feeling anger is natural and human. Reacting like a spoiled two year old child having a tantrum until you get your way is not.

We should not allow our emotions to rule us. They have their place, yes, but they should always be secondary to proper rational thought. Rash and foolish decisions result from allowing emotions to run unchecked, and almost always end up hurting those closest to us.

Dammit.

I had come down from my rage. It was like a crash of Mindflood. I was drained, completely exhausted mentally and physically, fed up with everything and suddenly wanting to crawl into bed and forget the day ever even occurred.

With about a minute left to complete my hack of the military beacon, I would be doing just that. My eyes felt heavy, my brain lethargic. I was spent.

Aura picked up hostiles on the directional scanner, less than 2 AU out. She identified a Broadsword, a Drake and a Hurricane, all transmitting as Imperial Crusade, all warping towards me.

Looked like my rage was going to get unleashed afterall.

Quickly, I pinpointed their direction of entry, and fired up my afterburner towards them, all the while maintaining my focus on the beacon hack.

I knew there was no way I would be able to take out any of these ships, let alone survive against all three, but I would be damned if I would let this beacon fall into enemy hands. I needed to keep them occupied long enough to finish my slicing of the computer systems.

52 seconds was a helluva long time for a frigate to survive to two battlecruisers and a heavy interdictor.

Still, if it was easy, I wouldn’t be here – Roc’s Rule #260. I laughed at myself and focused on the task at hand.

The Broadsword landed on my grid first. I overheated my afterburner and my 150 mm autocannons, opening fire on the HIC. I played it well, keeping myself out of range of its stasis webifier, and there was no way it possessed the speed to close the range between us.

The Drake and the Hurricane arrived.

Barrage ammo repeatedly slammed into the Broadsword, and I was surprised that I was actually doing damage. I didn’t bother with warp scramming, as I figured this trio wouldn’t be leaving such an easy kill as a Rifter.

Proximity alarms of incoming missiles sounded, and I could feel the shake of artillery fire around me. The adrenaline I thought had fallen to the wayside had resurfaced with a vengeance for a second round.

28 seconds remaining.

Projectile ammunition falloff worked in my favour. My speed was too much for any of them to track me adequately. I continued my assault on the Broadsword from an optimal distance, giving me the ability to maintain maximum transverse velocity while delivering maximum damage from my overheated guns, which soon would burnout if I wasn’t careful.

The Broadsword wasn’t even at half shields. Still, it felt good to let loose against it.

The Ripsack lurched, my speed dropping slightly, as artillery shell fragments tore through my shields and armour. Aura reporting a large section of the stern armour plating had been torn free from the impact.

Another shot like that and I would be done.

I cycled down my weapons, focusing as much of my attention as possible on finishing my work with the military beacon.

Less than five seconds to go.

I had Aura plot the familiar course back to Dal, notifying those anxious green Tribal Liberation pilots of my location and the hostiles insystem.

A Broadsword, a Drake, and a Hurricane, unable to take out a single Rifter. As I finished my hack of the beacon and warped off towards home, I wondered if perhaps those Amarr might soon be experiencing a little rage of their own.

Smoked Beef Sausage

I already know what you’re thinking, and I bet you’re dying to hear the story of how my crew and I first came upon this recipe… wait, bad choice of words!

Well, no story for you, dear reader, as I am afraid it would disappoint. Let’s just say it involved some Amarr slavers(who lived the remainder of their lives as Eunuchs), some hungry Matari serving well-earned payback, and I’ll leave the rest up to your imagination.

Smoked Beef Sausage

INGREDIENTS:

  • 1 1/2 pounds smoked sausage (12 inch preferred, but as I said, they were Amarr. Work with what you have)
  • BBQ glaze of your choice
  • 1 cup fresh apricot and/or fresh pineapple
  • 1 tablespoon lemon juice

METHOD:

  1. Chop apricot or pineapple (or both!)
  2. Heat apricot/pineapple in small sauce pan.
  3. Strain when tender.
  4. Combine with lemon juice.
  5. Grill whole sausage, on uncovered grill, over charcoal briquettes for 5 minutes (nothing beats the taste of charcoal BBQed meat)
  6. Brush with glaze.
  7. Grill 5 minutes longer, turning and brushing with glaze occasionally.
  8. Granish with fruit pieces.

For added fun amongst your crew (male or female), garnish with mayonnaise and deep throat your smoked beef sausage. The winner is the one that doesn’t gag! (Wash it down thoroughly with a can of Quafe soda)

Ah, the good times we have in our adventures.

[OOC] The New Blog Pack

First of all, I want to let my readers know two things:

  1. This is not an official Capsuleer posting. It is my own personal opinion.
  2. I have nothing but respect for what CrazyKinux has done for the EVE community, even if he doesn’t really blog that much anymore himself, aside from linking to everything else everyone else does.

Seriously, CK was the man motivated enough to organize the efforts of all us EVE bloggers, promoting the crap out of our work, consistently pushing us forward to ensure EVE players had the best blogs available to them at any time.

Others have tried this before, and since, but for whatever reasons have failed where CK has not. So kudos on that.

Having said that, and let me make it clear that I am not intentionally dissing CK, and that I am not speaking on behalf of the Capsuleer dev team, I can continue.

Ok, have I covered my ass enough?

The voting for the new blog pack is nothing short of a popularity contest. There. I said it.

Does it ensure that the best blogs make it to the Blog Pack, and therefore make it into Capsuleer? Nope. It just means people who are even aware of CK’s post get a chance to promote themselves and their friends.

Make no mistake, I voted, and I’m proud to be on the blog pack. Still, doesn’t mean we’ll get the best of the best.

There are many blogs I read in Capsuleer that probably won’t make the cut. That makes me sad personally because obviously I enjoy them.

There are also EVE related blogs I read not in Capsuleer or the Blog Pack that I would like to see in both.

I truly am rambling today.

I’m just a little miffed at the process, and the possible affect it will have on bloggers as well as an application I am very proud to be a part of.

If it were up to me, and it just might be half up to me as far as Capsuleer is concerned, I would simply add the new blogs to the existing Headlines list in Capsuleer, as I know I can’t be the only one who feels this way.

I wouldn’t want to lose a single Capsuleer user due to one of their favourite blogs being removed.

Anyway, CK, if you read this, know that I do appreciate you, but hope  you understand my comments. If were a community with a million bloggers, I would understand the need for the “blogfather” to trim the fat. But we’re not, and if anything, I think the Blog Pack should grow, or at least consider removing blogs that don’t post original content at all.

Dear readers, if any of you feel the same way, please comment. Comment here in this post. Comment on CK’s post. Comment at the Capsuleer forums. Make yourself heard.

What good are differing opinions if we can’t discuss them as mature adults?

Path to Freedom – Prologue

“And mine eyes fell upon him, Aali’Mkuu wa chuo’kikuu , the Great Bear, as he stood against the wolves. A wall of fire licked at his back, the wolves having trapped him in the deepest grove of the burning forest. Tongues of flame singed his fur, yet he did not cry out in pain. The Great Bear did not withdraw, his mighty paws swiping at the circling predators. They sought to devour him, to topple him, working their dark deeds together against this champion of the light. One foul creature lunged at the thick leg of the Great Bear whilst another latched onto an arm. The Great Bear roared his ferocious battle cry, dropping his full weight against the wolf at his knee, crushing its skull. A single, forceful swing of his forearm smashed the other onto the forest floor wherein it did not move again.

Resolve and sorrow filled his large eyes as he glowered at what remained of the pack, challenging them to continue their savage aggression, his piercing gaze moving me to shiver. The wolves growled with threatening menace, lowering their stances in preparation to pounce as one. It was then I did see the mortal wounds the Great Bear had suffered, and my heart raced, knowing he could not prevail, dreading the darkness that would consume this world with the loss of one such as he.”

– Kong’we prophecy

Dahlia continued quickly down the dark corridor, her breathing steady and controlled, her pace swift but sure. The cold, metallic grating of the station’s walkways would be painful to most Civires’ bare feet, but she wasn’t exactly a regular Civire anymore. She experienced no discomfort; her training had prepared her for far greater inconveniences than the sting of broken flooring.

“The implant will allow your brain to control the flow of pain, child.” Bikizee said. “You will not feel it stab at you, and it will not hamper your reactions, but you must be aware of the limits your body can sustain.” the old woman continued.

“But won’t the nanites fix me?” Dahlia asked, interrupting her teacher.

“Yes, impudent one, they will; but only if you survive that procedure. Many students have had their bodies reject the nanites as foreign invaders, resulting in the host’s immune system unsuccessfully trying to expel them. This is often physically traumatic and violent, and most assuredly always fatal. Many more still do not survive their novice initiation long enough to be tested for the procedure, having interrupted their mentors one too many times!”

Dahlia blushed with embarrassment, her shoulders sagging, giving her small frame an even smaller appearance. She looked away from Bikizee.

“Again!” the old woman yelled, and Dahlia slowly walked barefoot across the floor once more; the broken glass, the hot coals, the twisted steel shards, nothing distracting her concentration and focus.

“Very good, child.” Bikizee smiled.

Dahlia stopped abruptly, pressing into the shadows at the corner of the walkway junction as she had a thousand times in her past. She exhaled lightly, calming herself. The crescent moon shaped blade she held in her hand dripped with the blood of the two Amarrian Crusaders she had killed only minutes before. She held her breath, and closed her eyes, willing her mind to see more, to hear more. The specialized implants in her skull reacted to the command of her will. She opened her eyes, the entire length of the corridors laid out before her, bright as a midday sun. She turned her head, listening for signs of movement, her ears hearing far beyond their usual limitations. She had to filter out the sound of her own calm and shallow breathing, seemingly booming against her eardrums.

Dahlia tilted her head slightly, breathing in through her nose deeply, trying to catch the scents of other Crusaders that were undoubtedly lurking throughout the station’s corridors. It would be akin to a game of Hide N Seek were the stakes of losing not so perilously high. No, this was a hunt; whom was prey and whom was predator remained to be seen.

To anyone watching, Dahlia would’ve seemed to have melted into the shadows; another special implant responding to her subconscious desires. In this “darkened” state, she was virtually undetectable in any light spectrum, nor did she emanate any body heat signature; another testament to the unsurpassed nanite technology of the Sisterhood.

She invisibly brought the crescent blade to her mouth, her lips parting, allowing her tongue to lightly glide across the blood on the blade; the taste was metallic but distinguishably unique.

The nanites in Dahlia’s body easily processed all of the sensory input, and in under a fraction of a second, she knew which path was the one she would take.

She flowed more than walked down the side of the corridor, keeping to the shadows, not making a sound. The corridor began to bend, becoming brighter, and Dahlia slowed once more, weighing her options with cold calculation.

“A rash decision based solely on emotion will always end in regret.” Bikizee admonished her. “Control your passion; it makes you sloppy, prone to errors. Do what is required of you simply because it is; desire or fear have no place in the life we have chosen. Have we not, as a universe, learned the cost of unchecked emotion already?”

Dahlia exhaled, not acknowledging the truth in her mentor’s words with a nod. She maintained her state of meditation, reflecting on the recent history of New Eden.

It had been nearly twenty years now since the second apocalypse; since the darkness and chaos prevailed, plummeting all of civilization into anarchy and despair…

The Caldari had crushed the Gallente Federation; a devastating blow they had never recovered from. Pockets of resistance continued to fight, but the sheer unstoppable might of the Caldari war machine rolled forward without losing any momentum.

Amarr Empress Sarum Jamyl seized on this event, convincing Caldari leader Tibus Heth of the virtues to strengthening their alliance even more by turning their attention to the Minmatar Republic.

It was the Minmatar zealots whom had murdered Salvation Crusade leader Abel Jarek in cold blood, a priest of the Amarr beliefs speaking the truth of God to the hedonistic Matari on their own lands. Much to her surprise, many of those pagan slave dogs had opened their hearts to the truth, rejecting their pitiful lives and devoting themselves to a higher purpose, an enlightened existence. Jarek had been rewarded for his faithfulness and evangelism with a cold and heartless death.

While not a religious man himself, Heth could see both the threatening significance of letting this deed go unanswered, and the strategic importance of seizing the opportunity that had presented itself. The Caldari State had never been stronger, and combined with the mysteriously superior technology the Amarr Empress possessed, they could place all of New Eden under their control decisively, ending years of war between the empires, bringing peace to all citizens of the galaxy.

Empress Sarum Jamyl and Caldari State leader Tibus Heth were wed.

The Minmatar fought with all their might, the mysterious Elders even making their return to stand as champions for any and all whom would reject the oppressive yoke of tyrannical rule. Even they could not stop the combined power of the now official Amarr/Caldari Union.

Millions of Matari died over the coming months, as the Union systematically destroyed any Matari planet that would not comply and bow their knee to Union rule.

The Republic fell.

Concord, New Eden’s unparalleled policing force, pursued every channel of negotiation, and upon failing that, mounted their own substantial and technologically advanced forces against the Union in an effort to enforce their mandate, maintaining balance and order throughout the universe.

Even Concord could not stand against the Amarr’s technology and combined might of the Union.

Meanwhile, Gallente scientists had continued desperate scientific efforts to stabilize wormholes, a known source of unfathomable profit and technology, protected by the enigmatic “Sleepers”, a race of superior sentients imprisoned in these wormholes for countless thousands of years.

Their experiments backfired. While able to stabilize the wormholes separating normal space from wormhole space, they were unable to seal the wormholes once opened, repeating the very mistakes their forerunners had made years before; the very mistakes that had terminated the project initially. Finally free of their eternal prison, the Sleepers entered normal space, laying mass destruction to the Gallente systems of New Eden within weeks, intent on spreading their revenge throughout the rest of the galaxy.

They did not respond to any communication attempts, nor talks of negotiation or peace. They were consumed with the need for retribution, and the extinction of all life in New Eden was their only visible objective.

Concord and the Union entered into a ceasefire treatise none too soon, focusing the only remaining military fleets in the universe against this new and seemingly unstoppable threat.

Months of exhaustive war against the Sleepers demonstrated that New Eden was doomed. Thousands of capsuleers died in vain, their futile attempts to stay the enemy slaughter unsuccessful.

The Sisters of Eve refused to aid in the war effort, denying their coveted and unequaled research resources to expose vulnerabilities in this new enemy, despite quite verbal protests from Empress Jamyl. She cursed the Sisters for their arrogance, accusing them of blasphemy against all humanity, admonishing them for never having believed in the rightness of the cause of the Amarr people, and laid the blame for every death suffered at the Sisters feet.

In response, the Sisters of Eve disappeared, dispersing throughout the universe, never to be visible again as the foremost knowledge bearers of the secrets of New Eden’s history.

Unknowingly, Sarum Jamyl had been correct; the Sisters did know of a weakness in the Sleepers, but had kept that information to themselves, believing in an ancient prophecy written in the stars. They believed all of this was foretold, and that their role was one of neutral observation; to be the keepers of history, the bearers of knowledge for a new generation.

The Sleepers continued to unleash the most massive display of recorded genocide in New Eden’s history, eventually destroying what was left of the Gallente Federation, bringing their people to the brink of extinction.

They didn’t stop there.

The Union continued to weaken under the ghastly might of the Sleepers, losing territories rapidly over the coming weeks.
It was when fewer than one hundred million beings remained in the galaxy that the unthinkable happened.

The Jovians returned in force; the ancient race that was shrouded in more mystery and contention than any other in New Eden’s history.

Scholars had argued for hundreds of years as to the origins and history of the Jovians. Did they seed the four empires of New Eden? Were they destroyed by their own arrogance, failing to find a cure for their supposedly incurable illness that drove them from New Eden space? Did they lock themselves away in unreachable territories as penance for their own sins? Were the Sleepers an ancient, unstoppable enemy exiled in wormholes for all eternity?

One argument that could be laid to rest was the question of their existence. Few capsuleers knew for fact that Jovians existed. Fewer still had encountered them and lived to tell the tale.

The Jovians quickly became the saviours of New Eden, driving back the Sleepers with surprising ease. A collective sigh of relief could be heard across the universe; a time of healing could begin.

But that was not what the history books would record.

The Jovians were not pleased with what the inhabitants of New Eden had become; with their divisions and animosities.
Peace was threatened once again.

Tibus Heth, Empress Sarum Jamyl, and Zila Plat, Commander in Chief of Concord, agreed to meet with the Jovian Ambassadors to discuss what, if any, future would exist for New Eden.

One unexpected guest to attend was Sister Alitura, reclusive leader of the Sisters of Eve.

It was during that fateful conference that it was revealed Empress Sarum Jamyl was under the growing influence of a secondary personality in her mind that called himself “The Broker”. This injected personality was outed as a rogue Jovian renegade, one whom had broken Jovian Law, and had seeded his own plan of rule and conquest for New Eden.

With outraged denial, Empress Sarum Jamyl declared war against the Jovians, Tibus Heth standing beside his wife, though not with the same strength of conviction.

That war was never to be fought. The Jovian ambassadors had come prepared. They sealed off the conference chambers, trapping everyone in attendance. Igniting a small spherical device, Empress Jamyl was driven to her knees in pain; Tibus Heth was beside himself with worry and confusion.

Within minutes, the Jovians turned off the device, informing those assembled that the Broker was of concern no longer.

The following weeks were ones of paradise for the Amarr people. The Empress had been restored; her personality and demeanour noticeably improved. No longer was she filled with the same blood lust and desire for wanton destruction of the other races; instead her focus was on the healing of the damage done by ignorant politics and the pursuit of personal power.

Her first law passed under a clear mind was the abolishment of capsuleer technology. Military might had proven to be the galaxy’s ultimate undoing, and Sarum wanted to leave behind a legacy of universal peace, focusing scientific research towards medical and communications advancement.

Tibus Heth was disgusted and untrusting of the woman whom was now his wife.

For the time being, there was a stable peace in the galaxy once again. Concord and the Jovians policed the universe. The Union set about rebuilding; without the capsuleers.

But nothing was ever as clear as it seemed…

Dahlia quietly maneuvered along the corridor walls, veiled in darkness. She moved quickly, but not in haste. She could feel her targets were almost within range, and she would strike without mercy.

Turning the corner, Dahlia stopped in shock, the nanites responding by nearly dropping her illusion of darkness before she could regain her self-control. Master Bikizee would have been irate at her will faltering so easily, but Dahlia could not have anticipated the scene before her.

He stood with his back against sealed bulkhead doors, the door controls visibly damaged and inoperable. The circuitry had caught fire, sending sparks showering in all directions. He was breathing heavily, his body covered in sweat, his muscles quivering with exhaustion. Surrounding him were seven Imperial Crusaders in heavy armour, armed with vibro lances, cautiously moving to box him in. An Imperial Crusader lay motionless at his feet, and Dahlia’s nanites confirmed there were no signs of life.

The large man gripped his Kandjal so tightly his knuckles were white. His vitals were in fluctuation; he was clearly injured, but not visibly showing any signs of weakness. His will was indomitable, even when facing certain death.

Dahlia’s heart raced with excitement. She had found him, the Great Bear the prophecy had foretold would come.

Two of the Crusaders attacked; one striking low while the other struck high. The Great Bear chose to block the fatal attack to his head, the vibro lance of the lower attack sinking deeply into his thick and muscular thigh. He howled in pain, consuming it as fuel, unleashing it as rage against the Crusader striking at his head. His torso twisted at the last possible instant, moving only a fraction passed the incoming lance. The Crusader was unable to slow the momentum of his strike, leaving himself exposed for a counter attack, which the Great Bear took advantage of, driving a smashing blow against the Crusader’s helmeted skull. The Crusader collapsed. The Great Bear fell to one knee, his injured leg unable to support the weight of his effort.

Like a vengeful wraith, Dahlia pulled herself from her shocked observation; her training taking over as she moved more swiftly than the eye could follow. Five Crusaders remained standing.

Before they were aware of her presence, Dahlia slid her crescent blade across a sliver thin joint at the base of the neck of the first Crusader, and drove her foot into the back of the knee of the second Crusader, pulling his head back, slicing his throat. The third Crusader responded just in time to avoid having his femoral artery cut, but wasn’t fast enough to avoid the strike altogether. Tendons and muscle melted like butter under Dahlia’s blade, and the Crusader dropped to the deck, shrieking in pain. Dahlia spared his life for the moment, using the terror in his voice to affect the other combatants remaining.

Another Crusader turned for the briefest of moments to his comrade’s cry; the Great Bear seizing the opportunity to sweep his legs out with the Kandjal, following it with a driving blow to the Crusader’s sternum. The man visibly puked in his own helmet.

It was then the Great Bear collapsed.

Dahlia’s focus was lost a fraction of a second too long. She would not lose him; too much depended upon this man.

The remaining Crusader did not hesitate and attacked. She was unarmoured; she had no need for its encumbrance with her nanite advantage. The vibrolance cleaved her forearm neatly in half, her crescent blade dropping loudly to the metal deck.

“If your opponent breaks your arm, take his life.” the words of Bikizee played in her head.

There was no time to listen to injury, to register pain. Dahlia’s remaining arm glowed bright blue, as she willed the nanites to collect as much energy as they could contain. The Imperial Crusader was moving in slow motion compared to her perceptions, hoping to continue his assault against her. His vibroblade slowly completed its arc from having hewed her arm, and was now moving in a vicious arc towards her torso.

Dahlia thrust her body forward at an angle; to the Crusader it would seem at impossible speed. She easily bypassed his attack, and with the energy in her remaining arm threatening to overload the nanites, she clenched her fist and drove it through the armoured visor protecting the Crusader’s face, shattering it, driving pieces of glass into his face, his brain, even as the force of her blow shattered bone, burying her fist partially into the soft meat of his face.

He was dead instantly. The battle was over.

Real-time resumed. The Great Bear was wheezing with exhaustion, the adrenaline of battle quickly leaving his system. She turned to assist him. She needed to get them away from this place. Her mission depended on it.

“Are you, are you ok?” he asked, coughing up blood between words.

Dahlia blinked stupidly at him. She had never been asked that question before. Nobody had ever taken her well-being into consideration, and she honestly did not know how to respond. She would have to file that reaction away for future analysis.

She lowered herself under his shoulder, helping him to his feet. His leg wound was severe. She would need to tie off the wound to minimize blood less, but with one arm that would prove difficult.

Her severed appendage laid motionless on the deck. She left the man to steady himself uneasily against the corridor wall, and moved to her arm on the floor. Picking it up, she held it against the severed stump, and compelled the nanites to her will.

Bone, tissue, muscle, skin were all repaired before her eyes, as they had been before. She knew it would burn, and it did. She did not make a sound. Within seconds she was wiggling her fingers, her arm re-attached.

She tore some fabric from what little she wore, securing it around the Great Bear’s leg wound.

He winced loudly, swooning on his feet.

She collected herself under his shoulder again, supporting his weight with ease.

“Who, what are you?” he asked through clenched teeth.

“Sanmatar, I am here to help you. We must leave.”

Through broken sunglasses, Roc Wieler stared at her dumbly, then collapsed into Dahlia’s arms.

Mammar’s Chicken Soup

My entire childhood was not lost to me, though most was erased from Vitoc use, Amarr brainwashing and age.

The Scope News was reporting on a recent outbreak of flu amidst the general population of Pator. It was borderline pandemic, a strain never before seen in the history of our people.

Most disease had been eradicated in New Eden, yet somehow the flu remained ever elusive to all forms of treatment, mutating, adapting, surviving despite all efforts.

The Capsuleer process left pod pilots immune to disease, but being insanely cost prohibitive left 99% of New Eden’s people susceptible to infection.

There were always cutting edge miracle cures which the pharmas profited from; some things never changed.

Some of my crew had contracted the flu recently, taking sick leave. A childhood memory flooded my mind. It was of my Mammar, and I was weak with illness. She cared for me, making sure the duvet on my bed was nice and snug, and she fed me the most amazing chicken soup ever created.

It could be my boyhood perception that made the soup stick out in my mind; as I was cured the next day. Maybe it was psychological, and the love my Mammar gave to me was the real cure; I honestly don’t know.

I froze the moment in my mind, analyzing the memory fragment from all angles, focusing on the ingredients, the portions contained within the magic elixir.

After several attempts, I managed to re-create it, and shipped containers of it to my sick crew. Maybe it would work for them also. Besides, I needed them healthy to do their jobs.

Mammar’s Chicken Soup

INGREDIENTS:

  • 1 ( 2 – 3 pound) whole chicken
  • 3 stalks celery with leaves, chopped
  • 1 pound baby carrots
  • 2 onions, chopped
  • 2 cubes beef bouillon, crumbled
  • 1 packet chicken noodle soup mix
  • 2 (14.5 ounce) cans low-sodium chicken broth
  • 1 pinch dried thyme
  • 1 pinch poultry seasoning
  • 1 pinch dried basil
  • 5 black peppercorns
  • 2 bay leaves
  • 1 pinch dried parsley
  • 1 (8 ounce) package farfalle (bow tie) pasta

METHOD:

  1. Place chicken in a large pot and cover with water. Place celery leaves in pot and bring to a boil, then reduce heat and simmer until chicken is cooked through, 30 to 40 minutes.
  2. Remove chicken from pot and place in a bowl until cool enough to handle.
  3. Meanwhile, strain the cooking liquid, discard the celery tops and place the cooking liquid in a large pot.
  4. Place celery, carrots, onion, bouillon, soup mix and chicken broth in the pot and let simmer.
  5. Season with thyme, poultry seasoning, basil, peppercorns, bay leaves and parsley.
  6. Bone chicken and cut up meat into bite-size pieces.
  7. Return meat to pot.
  8. Cook until vegetables are tender and flavours are well blended, up to 90 minutes.
  9. Stir pasta into pot and cook 10 to 15 minutes more, until noodles are al dente.
  10. Serve hot.

For what ails you, my friends. Be well.

Safely Returned

“You cause me a lot of grief, Wieler. You know that?” *Piktun said. “And you’re going to pay for every minute I was indisposed because of my association with you.”

“Hey, I told you to keep our business dealings quiet and anonymous. Not my fault you got sloppy.” I replied, half in jest.

I was thankful just to be back in communication with her, knowing she was safe.

“Tell me one more time what happened.” I asked, fully aware we were on vid and she could see my smirk.

“You know damned well what went down.” She scowled at me on the monitor.

“Indulge me.” I said, employing my infamous boyish charm.

Her eyes narrowed, her brow furrowed. She opened her mouth to speak, then closed it, shaking her head slightly at herself, suppressing whatever she was about to throw my way. She looked at me again, shook her head once more, then replied.

“Fine. You win.”

“Special Agent Dex Nera, ma’am. I’m going to need you to immediately cease your activities and allow me to escort you to our security office for some questioning.” the Concord officer said with practiced formality.

Piktun noticed his gun hand was tense, already near his weapon. She knew the standard procedures, and realized officer Nera was probably accustomed to his suspects making an attempt to bolt and flee at this point in the conversation. She had nothing to hide, and no intention of running.

She powered down her multiple monitor setup, her primary tool for the profitable business of trading on the markets, swivelled on her chair to face officer Nera, and spoke.

“Do you have your warrant in order, officer?” she asked, inflecting slight annoyance and command into her voice.

“Yes ma’am. If you could please place your hands on your lap, where I can see them, I’d be happy to produce the documentation.”

Piktun complied, slowly placing her hands on her lap as officer Nera reached into one of his breast pockets, producing a small datapad, and thumbed it on.

A small hologram came to life and played a recording. “By order of Republic Internal Security, an apprehension warrant has been issued for the detainment and questioning of Piktun, in relation to her association with Matar Colonel Roc Wieler, under section 2, subsection 14, paragraph B of the Republic Code of Law.”

“I see. Very well then.” She stood, allowing herself to be cuffed by officer Nera, watching as a sweep team came rushing into her office and began disassembling her equipment. She filled with violated fury.

“I’ll have you know, officer” she stressed the word with authority, “that if any of my equipment or data is damaged, corrupted, comprimised, professionally shared or lost, you will be hearing from my legal team. I understand your need in this situation, but I will not tolerate any violation of my rights as a private citizen of the Republic. Have I made myself clear?” she spat.

“Understood, ma’am.” officer Nera nodded towards his team, slowing them to a more reasonable level. The equipment wasn’t going to up and walk away from them; no sense in rushing through the job making careless mistakes that would cost them all later.

Discreetly, she was escorted to the nearest station for processing. It wasn’t anything she was unfamiliar with, nor were the passersby, barely acknowledging the incident in passing.

Once the paperwork was filled out, and she was left in a detention cell, she didn’t have to wait long for someone of importance to come her way.

Sergeant Murdoch spent the next ten minutes pacing around the cell, staring her down as she sipped quietly on some herbal tea that was provided for her comfort. He was an ape of a man, a fellow Caldari as was Piktun, but one that obviously had worked among the Brutor for quite some time and compensated for his lack of physical stature by adapting his presence to mimic theirs.

Finally, the man ape spoke. “I know that Roc Wieler is guilty of treason and slavery. I don’t care what the media says. I don’t care what the senate says; he’s guilty and we both know it.”

Just like that, Piktun knew she had won. She sipped her tea slowly, never taking her eyes from Murdoch, allowing his frustration to rise.

It was clear he had reached the pinnacle of his career years before, and wasn’t going to advance no matter how many years of service he put in. He was grasping at straws regarding Wieler, hoping to ride the media bandwagon to fame and fortune. The critical flaw in his plan was that Wieler had been acquitted by the highest court of law in the Republic, and Piktun was not some pushover, unaware of her rights, or without her wits.

She sipped her tea again. It was delicious, and very soothing as it went down.

Murdoch looked like he was going to pop a vein. His face was turning more crimson by the second. She simply waited.

Within seconds, he couldn’t contain himself any longer, slamming his meaty hands down on the table in front of her.

“You will tell me what the two of you are involved in! I know you’re up to no good, and you’re both going to be put in stasis for a very long time once I get to the bottom of it!”

Piktun sipped her tea once more, placing the cup gently on the table, looking up with delicate, sincere eyes, directly at Murdoch.

“Listen to me, buffoon. Your warrant was obviously bogus, which is enough to get you fired without pension on its own. Beyond that, you have no evidence whatsoever to support your claims, and you’re trying to re-open a case already tried by Tribunal Law, which is illegal. Your techs will not be able to decrypt my data protocols, which were activated the second your sweep team began disassembling my equipment, and it won’t matter anyway, as the data will wipe itself in the next 15 minutes, regardless of where you duplicate it to.

You’ve inconvenienced me for your pathetic and failed career advancement agenda. You’ve delayed my income for the day, which is more than you will make in ten lifetimes.

You’ve publicly humiliated me to potential clients by bringing me here in broad daylight; for that alone I should sue you for loss of income and defamation of character. But to top it all off, you smell like sewer shit.”

A vein in his neck joined the chorus of veins in his forehead. His temple lobes pulsed violently. His eyes were filling with blood and tears, threatening to burst from their sockets. His hands scratched against the table upon which he still leaned.

“My attorney should be here shortly. I would advise you arrange for my release before she arrives. I assure you that every minute this is prolonged will be very unfortunate for you, Sergeant Murdoch.”

She allowed herself a faint smile then, picked up her tea, and drank in another mouthful. It really was quite delicious, and she savoured each mouthful.

Sergeant Murdoch slammed his fists against the table, storming out of the detention cell. In the distance, he could be heard yelling “Get that fucking bitch out of my goddamned station!”, and within minutes official apologies were documented, and an escort offered, which was declined.

Piktun took the local transit to return to her offices. By the time she arrived, her equipment had already been returned and reassembled, exactly as she had left it.

She sat down, spinning in her chair, before having her AI run a full diagnostic on her gear. Within seconds, it found several bugging devices, both hardware and software, and systematically removed each.

Twelve intrusions and half an hour later, she was confident her equipment was secure, and got back to work.

I slapped my knee, laughing wholeheartedly. There was a reason I respected this woman. “So, you managed to get the booster shipment out without issue?”

“Don’t even kid, Wieler.” Piktun replied, resulting in me laughing even more.

“Alright, alright.” I waved my hands instinctively in a calming gesture at the vidscreen. “I’m glad you’re back. Did we miss any windows of opportunity?”

“Our assets are in order, and continuing to profit as always. Is there anything else, Wieler, or can I get back to work?” Piktun asked sternly, still not enjoying the amusement I was.

“Nah, I’m good. Stay in touch ok?” I said.

“Will do. Piktun out.”

Ah, it was a good life some days.

*Editor’s Note: Name changed to protect the innocent