For those of you just joining us

Well, we’re quickly coming up on the first anniversary of Roc’s Ramblings (Aug 28th to be exact). It’s been an incredible year for me. I’ve learned so much about blogging (this has been my first blogging experience), I’ve grown a lot in and out of game, and really, have nothing but happiness to speak of regarding this last year.

So what else is new?

  1. One Night of Roc, the second album by yours truly, has entered the pre-distribution stage, and is still on track for an August release date. This CD will be available physically, as well as on iTunes.
  2. The Bio CD is also confirmed to be available digitally soon after the release of One Night of Roc.
  3. Having become recently married, it looks like Fanfest might not be a reality after all for me this year. Weddings are expensive!!! But we’ll see, I’m still holding out hope that it will happen.
  4. MyBrute continues to kick ass daily. Dare to challenge him? CHALLENGE ROC
  5. Faction Warfare is finally getting a little bit of “love”, though after reading some blogs about it, maybe not so much love after all. Either way, I’m still enjoying it, so hopefully the Colonel will get to enjoy it again soon.
  6. Capsuleer development continues rolling on strongly, with just over 19,000 users now. We’re averaging 100 new installs per day.
  7. Our developer talks with CCP have also been moving along nicely, getting us even more excited about the future of Capsuleer.
  8. My blog is averaging over 25,000 views per month, which makes me feel very good. So, as always, thanks to all of you that take the time to read my blog.
  9. The 2010 Rocalicious Calendar has started production. I never managed to deliver last year, so this year I’m pacing myself at it.
  10. And finally, look forward to an entirely new direction for Roc’s Ramblings this coming Monday, August 3rd, 2009. I’m pretty excited about it, and hope everyone else will be too.

Blog Banter #10 – Shellfish

Welcome to the tenth installment of the EVE Blog Banter, the monthly EVE Online blogging extravaganza created by CrazyKinux. The EVE Blog Banter involves an enthusiastic group of gaming bloggers, a common topic within the realm of EVE Online, and a week to post articles pertaining to the said topic. The resulting articles can either be short or quite extensive, either funny or dead serious, but are always a great fun to read! Any questions about the EVE Blog Banter should be directed here. Check out other EVE Blog Banter articles at the bottom of this post!
 
This month’s banter leans a little, OK a lot, on the academic side. It comes to us from xiphos83 of A Misguided Adventurer, who asks the following: ” Victor Davis Hanson argues that western culture, comprising of ideals such as freedom, debate, capitalism, and consensual government, are what make western society so successful at waging war. These ideologies create a warrior who’s direct participation in government, ability to think freely, and desire to remain free, fights harder and is willing to suffer more than his conscripted foe. Though a military must remain a structured oligarchy to fight a war effectively, why in a world where military conflict is as familiar as breathing are there so few alliances that embrace these ideologies when governing their members?”

The fundamental flaw in this month’s banter topic is trying to compare this particular aspect of real life theology to a multiplayer gaming universe.

In real life, everything said in this banter topic can be true. It is an ideal to which many strive.

Ingame, the difference is really quite simple. I play my game in the way that I see fit. If I find it fun, I do it. If I don’t want to do it, I don’t have to.

As long as I pay my monthly subscription fee, I can be as selfless or as selfish as I want.

This is why corporations fail.

EVE Online is ultimately a game. It is not a job. In fact, I know a few players who dread logging in at times because it can feel like a part-time job, consuming all our free hours, sucking us into its ever evolving depth.

Let’s look at a corporation CEO. They more than likely formed the corp because they had an idea of how they wanted to play the game. They wanted to run a corp and thought it would be fun to see things go their way. Or they may have formed the corp with like minded friends, either from real life, or ingame.

No matter how noble the cause may be, we all have our own idea on how to reach the objective. Because we are not forced to work together, ultimately we can choose to walk away at any point in time. Eve will still be there. We can join another corp, or not; the choice is up to us.

We are all equal in Eve. That is something the real world cannot offer.

The politician, the soldier, the worker; everyone has someone they answer to, even the President of the United States. We must perform our duty, or we are removed from that post. Period. The consequences are much more severe in real life.

Is that to say there hasn’t been, or cannot be successful alliances in Eve? Of course not. Some alliances have shown great success, having thousands of like minded players working towards several smaller goals, driven by one overarching objective. And because it offers fun to its members, it can succeed.

Democracy fails in Eve ultimately because we each have our own story to tell, our own game to play, and at the end of the day, what are you really paying for? The ability to login to a game to have someone else tell you what to do? I have a job for that where they pay ME to tell me what to do. I don’t really need that from a game, thank you very much.

A game is meant to entertain, to relax, to be fun. Maybe that makes me selfish. Maybe it makes us all the same.

Fly safe.

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[OOC]War & Piracy – Group Blog #1

Well, today is a very interesting day. Today is my last day at work before I get married. Yup, you heard me, married.

On July 9th, I will be marrying a very wonderful, very beautiful, very supportive woman. We won’t be back until July 22nd. Yeah, I’ll miss all of you too.

In the meantime, while Roc rots in jail waiting for me to return, and in a complete exercise of vanity, and because I’ve noticed a few other blogs already tying into this latest storyline, I thought it would be fun to try to do a group thing…

The war between the Empires continues, the blood toll rising daily. Families torn asunder, friends now turned to enemies; such is the cost of peace and politics in New Eden.

Some events go unheralded; victories and defeats all in the name of duty and honour.

Economies collapse, piracy is on the rise. Is there an end in sight? Can there ever truly be peace?

Write a story from your character’s perspective about the recent events of the war, and how it affects you. Feel free to reference the media coverage of Roc Wieler, or the events that happened to Mynxee or poor Daul Halwick, or whatever else grabs your fancy. Work off of each other’s stories if you want, or just do your own thing.

Please add your link in the comments section of this post. I look forward to enjoying them all when I get back from my honeymoon.

Fly safe.

Ripples

The news of Colonel Roc Wieler’s innocence was causing greater ripples throughout the Republic than any had thought possible, especially Maleatu Shakor.

Shakor had provided the liberating evidence at the 11th hour, fully expecting to have to face a very angry Roc Wieler when all was said and done. The Colonel, for all his short temperedness, wasn’t a stupid man, and would’ve figured out that Shakor had possessed the murder footage all along, as well as the footage of Roc Wieler’s private quarters.

He was going to be furious, and the Sanmatar had steeled himself to rationalize his actions, reminding the Colonel of his place and how he owed Shakor his freedom.

But then the damn fool went and pleaded guilty to charges of slave trading. That was completely unexpected, and most unfortunate.

Instead of enjoying a victory in this, a welcome and positive distraction from the crumbling war efforts, the media was in even more of a heightened frenzy over the admission of slave trading.

Things were going to get much worse before they got better for any of us.

*EDITOR’S NOTE: Please read Sard Caid’s post For Roc. Thanks Sard 🙂

I’m not one prone to depression, despite what some may have thought of me. I suppose when I recall my stories of yesteryear, I simply try to get across every aspect I recall: emotions, details, opinions, everything that can illustrate the impact these events had on my life.

When I speak of despair, overwhelming odds, insecurities, self questioning and self loathing, it isn’t for sympathy, nor for self pity, nor to make any victories I have enjoyed seemed that much greater in the face of certain defeat.

My recollections are simply how I remember things. Nothing more; nothing less.

I found myself sitting once again in the cold, dank cell that had become my temporary home. I had been informed by the Tribunal that all my assets were to be seized and reviewed, and that I was to remain incarcerated throughout the duration of the investigation.

I couldn’t help but overthink things. A lot had happened in a very short amount of time, and none of it had been within my control. Some might think that made me a control freak, but I believe we all like to be in control of our own lives, as I have said many times before.

I had lost a good man in Daul Halwick, and was still seething at his death; but I had seen the footage, and I knew Mynxee well enough to know she hadn’t killed him on purpose. Still, he was dead at her hand, and she would have to pay.

Then there was the security footage of my private quarters. It made me wonder what other privacies of mine had been violated by the office of the Sanmatar, and what legal recourse I could possibly have.

I was enraged at Minara Dawn, my trusted broker of years. Had I known how she was acquiring my wealth, I would’ve put a stop to it immediately. Really, it was my own fault. That was who my anger was mostly directed at.

I felt enormous angst just considering how many lives I had destroyed unwittingly through this; how many families I had forever hurt through ignorance and greed at the profits I had seen.

The guilt was mine to bear. Regardless of whether I had directly engaged in this or not, the responsibility fell to me. And I embraced it fully.

As a Capsuleer, it didn’t matter to me how long I was incarcerated, provided they didn’t strip me of my immortality. Minara was also a pod pilot, meaning one day, I would bring to account for her crimes against me, and the Matari.

For now, there was nothing left to do but wait.

The Colonel and the Pirate Part 7

Roc Wieler stood before the Minmatar Republic Military Tribunal, awaiting the verdict of his highly publicized and controversial hearing.

His wrists and ankles were shackled; he was unshaven. He looked hardly the “hero” that millions had adored only weeks before. He stood in a grey prison uniform, head hung low, his eyes looking puffy and haggard. He looked to be a man beyond his years, aged and defeated by these trying events. His broad, muscular shoulders drooped forwards, his chest deflated. He was a man ready to accept whatever fate befell him.

Inside his mind, his thoughts continued to race, his heart weighing heavy upon him. He had been betrayed on several fronts, rejected by those he had put his trust in. Once again, the piercing lesson of humility in this harsh universe had taught him a terrible lesson: trust no one.

Shiaz Starr, Celebrity Defence Lawyer, stood by his side, nervous, slightly pale, a touch of sweat on his brow. His heart raced slightly; this was to have been his defining victory, his highest profile case that would earn him more than he had other dreamed. He was supposed to be famous, not infamous as the lawyer who defended the slave trader.

The prosecution team stood with confidence on the opposing side of the chamber, confident in the outcome. Justice would be served.

The three tribunal elders stood behind their elevated bench. The highest ranking of their number, seated in the center, spoke the words that would condemn Colonel Roc Wieler forever.

“Arguments and evidence have been notably presented by both prosection and defence.” the Elder started. “These have been burdensome days, and my esteemed colleagues and I have pondered diligently as to the ramifications of any verdict given.” He looked to his left and right, his colleagues reflecting the somberness he portrayed.

“Given the very nature of this hearing, beyond the charges of murder of a fellow officer of the Tribal Liberation Force, there has arisen an even greater issue which demands attention.” The Elder paused, drawing in a deep breath before continuing. “Today it has been placed into our hands to determine the very measure by which to hold our Capsuleers accountable. Our decision will affects thousands of our pod pilots, and will potentially serve as a precedent to the other empires of New Eden.”

The Elder let the grandeur of his words sink in. If too little was done, it could potentially elevate Capsuleers to even greater heights, instilling in them the freedom to break laws even more freely without fear of consequence or accountability. If the verdict was too harsh in the minds of pod pilots, it could incite rioting and rebellion beyond anything previously seen in the galaxy. How would one annihilate a navy of immortals?

“Fortunately,” The Elder spoke, “This decision has been taken from us.”

Starr and the prosecution team both began looking around, uttering in confusion under their breath. Colonel Roc Wieler never flinched, stoically accepting whatever fate would bring.

The Elder raised his hand, silencing the growing commotion. “New evidence has been provided and verified, from the office of the Sanmatar.”

All eyes were focused on the Elder, now hanging on his every word.

The Elder gestured to his right, a camera drone responding, displaying a video for all to see.

It was security footage of the prison cell occupied by the nefarious pirate Mynxee. This footage was thought to be non-existant, the cameras undergoing routine maitenance at the time of the incident.

It showed in graphic detail the events leading up to her escape. It was plain to all that she had acted alone. The drone continued after her escape, fast forwarding (according to the time index in the bottom right of the screen) forty three minutes after her egress.

Daul Halwick, bound and gagged, could be seen to begin convulsing, thrashing at his bonds, foam and vomit barely able to leak from his mouth due to the gag. His convulsions became wose, his eyes opening in panic. This continued for three minutes before finally he went limp.

Shortly thereafter two security personnel enter, rushing to his side, slicing his bonds with a knife, pulling the gag from his mouth. Vomit and blood covered the floor.

One of the guards checked for signs of life, shaking in his head in the negative to his partner.

The image flickers and is replaced with video footage of the private quarters of Colonel Roc Wieler. The small chrono in the bottom right of the screen proved without doubt that the Colonel had been in his quarters in Dal, several systems away from the scene of the crime, during the alleged time.

Daul Halwick had suffocated; his death without malicious intent.

It was clear Colonel Roc Wieler had no part in it. It was clear that Mynxee would be held responsible, though on lesser charges.

The drone powered down, and the Elder spoke.

“Colonel Roc Wieler, you are hereby cleared of the charge of murder in the second degree regarding Spear Lieutenant Daul Halwick.”

Shiaz Starr beamed, barely able to contain his sheer joy at the verdict.

The lead prosecutor objected strongly. “Your honours, these recordings haven’t been verified by prosecution, nor have we had the opportunity to present a counter argument to the evidence. In the fairness of justice I ask…”

“Overruled.” The Elder cut in. “And I would advise you to not test my patience, counsellor. Our ruling is final.”

Colonel Roc Wieler still hadn’t moved.

Starr leaned on the bigger man. “Don’t you get it? You’re free! We won!” he said in elation to the Colonel. Still, Roc Wieler didn’t respond, simply staring towards the floor.

“Your honours,” Starr began. “Thank you for your wise judgement. If we could please have my clients’ restraints removed then…”

“There is another matter to be addressed, counsellor.” The Elder interrupted. “Your services will no longer be required. You are dismissed.”

Shiaz Starr stood dumbfounded for a moment, then quickly gathered his things and quietly exited.

“Colonel Roc Wieler, you are hereby charged with the practice of slavery, against Republic Penal Code R2 Subsection 4. How do you plea?” The Elder’s voice echoed throughout the chamber.

Finally, the Colonel raised his eyes, full of remorse and regret, to meet the gaze of the Tribunal Elder. He didn’t speak, though his lower lip did quiver slightly.

“I’m waiting for your answer, Colonel.” The Elder said. “How do you plea?”

Roc Wieler took a deep breath before responding.

“Guilty.”